ok so i was just thinking the other day about things or even ppl that would or could influence a person to be who they r for their life...then i was wondering who were my influences?...and idk i thought i should share wat i came up with lol


jefery star
marylin manson
MSI
porn
anime/manga
religion ( im a LaVey Santanist)
art
my friends
internet!!!


amazing wat influences u never thought about are important lol >_<

SORRY!!! i'm sorry ppl!!! i have been on a hi stress level for the last month for cellege stuff and i haven't been abel to get on to submitt anything!!! hope the holidays were good for everyone! i wont be submitting a holiday picture but i will try to submitt more often now that i amnot so stressed ^^

i got a computer drawing pad thingy for x mas! so i'll be ably to complete stuff more easily now... bye bye

his color is black and his deed is death. fuck you Reaper!!!

shit! every single year i have been in high school some one has died. freshman year was a cancer death....sophomore was a car crash...junior year was suicide and avalanche...senior year just this morning a four wheeler...i think our school is cursed...0.0 and so is my groupd of freinds cuz all of us has at least once injured a knee or an ankle on the left leg ...but anywho!!!

so yeah today really sucked cuz i wasn't reall 'close' to the person who died....ok scratch that....i knew her name and face and that was it....but everyone around me seemed to know her really well....and so all my friends were depressed and crying.....and who was da man to comfort them?...mwa...-.- i mean don't get me wrong i love my friends ( all girls lol except like two ) but i just have a really hard time handling a crying girl....so yeah...today did not go well...but i did my very manly best to sympathize with ppl...

however i was able to write and draw two pretty awesome stuff cuz of the cloud of depression that was handing over the entire school....it gave me a 'mood' for some freaking sweet Gothic themed stuff